![]() ![]() I have natural talent, especially in dialogue and descriptive wording. But I cannot seem to get my fucking ass into 2nd gear. Now if I was selling music, or beer, or promoting something I love, that might be different, but that would be too cool so I know that it will never happen. I say that because with my luck, I'd end up selling mattresses or used cars. I fully realize that the only way I'm ever going to be financially secure (overrated, I hear) is by either becoming a published author, or a lifelong salesman.effectively damning myself to a weight problem, high cholesterol, high blood pressure and self-hatred. When I write now, I blog or just write a really cool introduction to some story that sits on my hard drive collecting thaphorically speaking.wait, no.literally and metaphorically speaking. I've got more introductions than I know what to do with, but for some reason I'm struggling to continue working on them further after I stop the initial creative ejaculation. ![]() Specifically, more about why I am not all that motivated to write. So I have been thinking a lot about motivation and writing, lately. Fucking gas prices.fucking inflation.fucking high rent rates.fucking FUCK! One of these days, the government is going to push me too far and I'm going to start a damned revolution and then they'll be sorry when I win and hang the lot of them from an enormous gallows that will have multiple webcams broadcasting all over the internet so the rest of the world can join in the festivities. Don't just go all in, that's how we ended up in Iraq without any conquest-related gains for the American People. It goes something along the lines of question everything you stupid sheep. Just read their manifesto and filter out the slant. Don't read the stories if you don't wanna. By the way, I love cliches.just not enough to look of the "alt code" to put the accent mark above the "E." Oh, before I forget, here is the link to a great website that filters out the bullshit and filters in a Democratic Liberal slant.if you're into that sort of thing. I suppose I could become a pundit or some other such nonsense, but that would mean researching my outlandish claims.at least in the sense that I cite someone else's outlandish claims to bolster my own position, that were just quoted from an unidentified source by the fucking Washington Post. Otherwise, at the very least, my friends and well-wishers would religiously read and comment upon my blog. Plus, I'm beginning to think that I'm not as cool and/or interesting as I believe that I am. ![]() ![]() If I had my way, I would make money by having businesses advertise on my blog, but because I have 2 readers, that's not going to happen anytime soon. Because I am NOTHING, if not genuine in 99.9% of what I do from day to day. I think I would rather put forth concentrated, dilligent effort toward my writing. So last night before I lost my train of thought and concentration because of something Joan was doing, I was expounding upon the fact that I know what I need to do as far as getting off of my ass once in a while and actually putting forth some genuine effort toward my writing. ![]()
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